One who knows me online
but not personally might deduce from my Facebook and Blogger presences, or
absences as they were, that Christmas somehow escaped me this year. I posted no great, grand, nor glorious
Christmas wishes, stories, anecdotes, or anything else in the usual places
where I usually (Some might argue unusually.) share bits and pieces of myself
online. Christmas Day came and went
online without me being obviously in it.
In "real life," however, it was a Christmas full of profound
wonder and with a unique closeness to the Lord about Whom I don't usually
preach in my various online manifestations.
I guess I was just savoring it all very close to my own heart without
feeling the need to yell about the glory of it all in this contrived and limited existence
on social media.
For various reasons I had
much to be grateful for this Christmas, not specifically because of its being
Christmas, but it’s difficult for a “holy” season to come without everything
good in one’s life somehow being tied up in it and magnified in its
greatness. For the first time in many
years, I stood before the Almighty, naked as it were – stripped of all
pretense, half truth, self-centeredness and yet comfortable in my own skin,
grateful for so many things having gone right in my life in the past quarter of
a year or so during which events and circumstances just fell into place in a
way that makes me not have to worry from day to day about where I’m going to go
from here.
I’m going to go
figuratively and literally wherever the winds blow me. Whenever I want to and can. I’m going to waste good numbers of days
while it’s bitter cold outside doing nothing, or as little as I can get away
with. When the weather warms up I’m
going to ride my ass off on my scooter whiling away long distances on the
odometer without venturing all that far from my front door. I’m going to fill my life, again
figuratively and literally with colored light because I love colors and live
best when I’m surrounded by all different shades of them. I’m
going to celebrate my life as never before and take not a second of it for
granted.
God
bless us, everyone! For Christmas! In the coming New Year! It is my fervent wish, and prayer, that
everyone reading these words will come to know the kind of peace I now revel in
on most days. There’s nothing like it
and I want it for everybody, so that every day is like a little Christmas of
sorts – uniquely wonderful, and special, and different. Holy even, perhaps.